Just like I say...all I can see from you is pain...hurt...frustration..devastation...

you wrote everything with your black feeling...

each time you close your eyes...

I believe...you can only see darkness...no light...all black...

loneliness...

Is that what you feel..???

frustrated..

Is that what you bear...???

wilting...

Is that what you're going to be...???

You can say anything that you want...

you can let yourself collapse in a sea of darkness...

You can always let yourself become as thick as the metal...

You can be hopeless...

You can put yourself in wonder for the longest time that you want...

Do you forget something..???

Do you realize something...???

Sometimes, Allah lets you to meet and know with the wrong person..

before He gives the right person for you..

why..???

because He wants to test you...

because He loves you...

You may feel like there's no love that is being left for you...

You may feel that you only get to have the residue of love..

but you dont know how lucky you are...

In spite of losing human's love...

You've got the biggest love and you dont realize it...

People always say that..

" This is our life..my life..."

No,,they are wrong...we are wrong...

This life doesn't belong to us..it belongs to Allah...

Allah gives us life so that we can plan, act, enjoy, live, serve and be a slave...

Allah doesn't give this life  for us to damage it..

or for us to throw a big stone and make our life crack...

but Allah gives this life to us...

so that we can learn from our mistakes..

so that we can see the suffering of others...

if you think your problems are the worst...

and if you feel like you dont want to live anymore...

then you should see those orphanages who lost their parents...

who lives alone when there's no one to be there for them whenever they pour out their tears..

be grateful for what you have...for what you feel...

cuz' you're still breathing..

you still have the chance to taste all the sweetest things in this world...

although sometimes,,, the sweetest things can be the most bitter for you...

but still it is not as bitter as others....

for once...

forget that you are alone...forget that you are hurt...

look back...and you'll see there's your truly friends...

waiting for you to reach their hands...

waiting for you to smile back to them...

waiting for you to walk together...

waiting for you to make your life better....

and remember...

we are here not to compete each other...

but we are here to complete each other...