Saranghae TESL D :')

Hello guys...annyeong..before that..I'm going to mix my language..hahaha..

so I hope u guys don't mind...and please ignore my grammatical errors okay.. :)

since kita tak sempat jumpa pun satu kelas before suma orang balik...

therefore,, I've some words to say to all of u...

and sorry...I take uolls punya pictureee..! maaf yaaaa...

First sekaliiii.... Aiqal bin Asmat Juhan...

thank you for being a good classrep.. 

honestly...u're the most polite boy that I've ever met...

sometimes, you even more polite than me... 

u've done a great job as our classrep..congrate Aiqal....

and sorry..aku slalu kcau ang tanya psal duit class...maaf..

Nur Fatini binti Abdul Rahman...

aku respect kau Tini...aku rasa dlam kelas kita kau yg pling boleh masuk dgn suma org kot..

and i love the way u present..hahaha..funny yet interesting yet full of confidence...

ada juga kcau kau psal duit class...sorry.. ;)

dan pling aku suka...

msa futsal..kau support giler TESL D....

aku bangga dgn kau...

Anwar Farhan bin Mohammad Marzaini..

first time kenal hang msa kita nak blik utagha dluuu...

dlm hati aku..' awat tak pnah tgok tak tau bdak ni '..

tak expect pun nak skelas dgn ang weh....

hmm..kalau tak dak ang dlm kelas..cnfirm sunyi....

Azwa Nizar bin Anwar...

Azwar..!!! aku nak kasi kau title boy pling rjin dlm kelas...

sbb aku pnah trnmpk kau buat nota pnuh kt dlm bku kau...

aku pun kdg2 tak buat pun nota...rajinyaaaa kau...

kau gila2...tpi bila kau ckap smething yg serious...

that's the moment when I really respect you....

Mohd Shafiq bin Japar...

err..sorry Shafiq aku amek gambar kau...

kalau kau baca la..hmm..

tahniah...kau orang last yg bayar duit kelas smpai hbis...

dan kau byar dgn snyuman... :)

gud2... 

sorry tau Shafiq aku pksa kau byar...

wlaupun kau kurang bercakap...

at least kau pernah ckap dgn aku...

ok ler tu pnah jugak dgr suara kau...

Muhammad Husaini bin Johari...

oit Hus..

sekelas dgn kau dari sem 1 sampai 2...

sorry 4 everything..and thanks atas kerjasama yg kau bgi dari awal sem smpai hbis asasi...

msa kita satu group dlu...aku nmpk kau pnya responsibility.. 

good job Hus..

wlaupun kau busy dlu but still kau spend time dgn tugasan2 kita...

thanks sngt2...

Anis Marjan binti Azmimurad

Mar...I suka tgok cara u dress tiap2 hari dtg class...

u have ur own style..

unique but beautiful....

keep on being beautiful okay...

Mar sempoi so u don't have to worry... >.<

Atika Sharida binti Amran...

Tikaaaa...sekelas dari sem 1 smpai 2 jugak...

so far...geram dgn Tika...comel sngt...! lembut je...sopan...

sedap mata memandang...

sorry kalau msa kita partner last sem utk CTU..jati ada buat apa2 yg tak kena..

sorry tau Tika...

Claudia Christy binti Blaise...

first time I knal u dkat twitter...hahaha...

u're really good in playing with words...

sbb tu I tertarik dgn u...

and u look sooo cool....

kalau u mrah pun tak nmpk mcam u mrah sngt pun...

especially msa dlm bas dlu tu yg u dduk sbelah I tu....

btw..take care Claudia...

Esther Abigail Anak Nauk...

Esther...!!! u're the cutest person on earth...!!!

gorgeous hair....and you really look like a baby....

each time I look at you...

eeee...cam nak gigit2 je Esther ni...geramm..!! :p

Kaith Princess Reyes Jettle...

the best actor in my drama group...

thanks Kaith 4 all ur cooperation.. 

one thing to say about you....

matured tapi cute.. >.< 

Natasha Gadding Spencer....

tasha...nak tahu smething tak..???

before kita sekelas kan...selalu je nmpk tasha...

and I always say to myself...

' i like to see her cuz' she's beautiful'....

and zty suka tasha cuz ure friendly and soft spoken... :)

Kimberly Jane Nicholas....

Kim...u're the kindest friend....

Kim jrang mrah orang...cepat mnta maaf kalau kim rasa kim ada buat slah...

i really like that attitude of yours...

keep smiling...cuz' there will be no sunshine if u stop smiling... :)

Lili Yasmin binti Che Yahya...

thanks sbb tak pnah marah izat dari sem 1 smpai hbis asasi... :)

lili pun susah nak mrah org...

lili tak pnah beza2kan kwan Lily... 

izat syg Lily... :)

Naufal binti Johari... (adik Hus eh..?? ) hehehe...

sorry...

N,,,satu je...suaranya...gayanya...lentoknya...

fuhhh..menggoda... >.<

suka dgr N speaks English... 

Noor Maheerah binti Md Jahan...

nampak cam gnas...mcam la..tpi comel sbnarnya....

pnah tgok maheerah pkai kebaya...then sanggul rmbut,,,

cantikkknnyaaaaa....

heee...

best captain for Dream Team....

Norsyakezah Sarifah binti Zulkifli..

oit mak cik...hahaha..

kau GANAS..!!! tpi bila dressed up...

peweeeetttt...omeyyy ngat ngat.....

jgn slalu pkai mcam jantan sngt...t hlang ayu...

heee...t rindu mai ja umah aku..dekat sngt dah tu....

Nur Aisyah binti Kamaralarifin...

ecahhh....pling kenit...paling active...pling havoc...pling sempoi..

tak kering gusi kalau aku dok dgn ang...

hahahaha...

all the best ecah 4 ur future... 

pesanan dari abg izat kpd rektor...muehehehe...

Nur Anis Harliani binti Mohd Sidek..

wiweeett...sorang lgi org kenit TESL D..muehehe...

pst: zati besar skit tau...! hahahahahaha...

btw,,fast reader in the class...t degree nak pnjm yani la..

tlong bcakan buku then cita kt zati...

ok joke2...

btw,,,take care...jge dri baik2 k...

Nur Farahaini binti Abdul Razak...

awak awak awak...npe cantik sngt nih..??? geram tau I tgok..hahaha...

farahhhh...thanks jdi partner zati utk story telling and bnyk lgi...

sronok dpt knal farah...

thanks 4 the moments that u brought into my life...

Nur Jihan binti Mohd Salleh...

maaf jihan..i curik2 amek gambar uuu..

heeee...

jihan dah mcam barbie doll..

suara pun sedappp....

t nyanyi...rekod bnyk2...kasi classmates dgr..heee...

take care jihan...muah2..

Rabiatul Athyqah binti Ahmad Zainnie..

tyqahhh...heeeeee...tak tahu nak cakap apa..

thank you sudi beramah mesra dgn zati...

and dgn org2 lain jugak... 

:)

Sarah 'Aishah binti Wan Mohd...

uittt..cikgu...hahahah...seorang kwan yg periang...

nmpk tough...tpi lembut di dalam.....

glad to have the chance to know u Aya...

thanks 4 being my friend... :)

Siti Nur Syamimi binti Suhaimi...

Mimi..insyaAllah aku akan ingt kau smpai bila2...

we're in the same class 4 the whole semester...

I'm so glad...

smoga maju jaya slalu....

mmndgkan ktinggian kita sama...jom lawan...

nnti bila jmp blik spe lgi tnggi... :') daa mimi....

Syahidatul Nabihah binti Abd Kamal...

kau selaku coursemate,classmate,housemate,roommate and bedmate..

sgalanya 'mate' dgn kau....

jgn lupa aku...lepas ni..d mna ada aku..dah tak biha...

d mna ada biha...dah tak da aku..jga diri kau bebaik...

aku syg kau..! daaa.. 

the last person that i would like to mention....

Wan Nur Syaza Sahira binti Wan Rusli....

pnjangnya nama syaza...but i remember your name...

Syaza..namanya slembut orangnya...

zati tringin nak jdi mcam Syaza...lembut..ayu..sopan...

but i just can't.... :)

it's only you....

no one can copy....btw...all the best in your future...

and....

to all TESL D's member....

I'm going home today....take good care of yourselves....

aku sayang korang semua....

semoga korang suma berjaya tak kira apa jua yg korang ambil lepas ni...

yg pnting...aku harap kita takkan lupa satu sama lain...

wlaupun awal sem kita suma mcam 'krikkk krikkkk' skit....

but after that....i said to myself..

thanks God...

u give me awesome classmates....

for girls...always jaga pekerti kita as a lady...not a teenager anymore...

we will grow up to 20...

how time flies so fast...

sayang korang sangat2.. :')

aku minta maaf...

sebagai selaku treasurer...keje aku mmg mnta duit...

maaf kalau time aku mnta duit tu korang tak suka...

i seek u guys' apology...

kalau ada yg terlebih or terkurang...

harap kita sama2 sudi halalkan satu sama lain k...

maafkan aku jika aku tak buat tugas aku dgn baik...

maaf semua...

paling penting...!!

spe yg dah nak kahwin tuuuuuu...jgn lupa hebahkannnn..!!! okay...

tu je kot...daaa korang...

sayang korang ketat2...

muahhhhhhhhhhhh.....  

SIMPLE

" it's easy...as SIMPLE as ABC....

but it scratched..oh...I wounded...

I could feel my blood splashed out through my skin...

Gosh...

tearing my heart to pieces..

hey you SIMPLE....

please STOP..!!!!

STOP thinking so SIMPLE......

it's you that SIMPLE....

for me, it's double triple trillion NOT SIMPLE!

you start with A...

and you just SIMPLY ended with Z....

how lovely..."

BETUL RASANYA.

bila lagha menjelma....

 habis sepelosok laman sesawang nak ceroboh...

woot woot....

jumpa something yg MACAM BEST...hmmm..macam laaa...

betul ke tak..???

entah..tak tahu....

awak2...gadis2 sunti yg dekat luar sana tuuuu....

sendiri fikir la ye betul ke idok..???

mungkin ya mungkin tidak...

pilihan di tangan anda...muahahahahha.....

nah....extra large punya aku kasi....

baca wahai awak...jangan tak baca...

sebab bagi aku benda ni macam best....

lalalalalala...

dah tutup cerita...bubye....

assalamualaikum...

-atihinata-

GOODBYE REALITY.

hey, awakkkk...ye awak bulan Mac...

Selamat datang....

is it the last month that I'll be spending my time here???? 

should I fill it with all good memories..???

should I???

yes...I think I should....

but why I still could feel the hurt....

who gives me that hurt..??? who...???? 

I know who...well thanks for that hurt that YOU ACCIDENTALLY give me...

is it still a good memory for me..???

if it is yes, then why it hurts me so much? why..???

I'm asking you why????

please stop doing what you're doing...

it's hurting me slowly...silently....deeply.....

I want to see you...I want talk to you..I want to laugh together with you..

but I CAN'T....I'm sorry I really CAN'T...

yo...what's all the rubbish I'm talking...?

enough Izzati...! stop making yourself look like a fool...

ignore all those things...

don't ever let them control your mind..NEVER...!

but still............

still I feel like I'm an idiot...

who can't differentiate which one is reality and imagination...

this is not an imagination...

this is what people call reality....

and that reality can't never be mine...

yet reality will be bitter...hurt...full of pain..

that's reality....

if I don't feel that hurt..or pain...then,,,,I can assume that I live in my own imagination...

I leave my reality....

Today, I'm going to say 'bye' to my imagination world...

and 'Hi' my reality...I'm back...

to be hurt again again again and again.....

because when heart doesn't tell the truth, pain gives the answers....