hanya kau ku fokuskan..

lensa kamera ku fokuskan kepada kau..

ya..engkau yg berkepala hijau..berbadan putih...

mungkin kau tertanya kenapa..

ini kerana aku yang memilih kau...

antara kau dan pemadam..

aku pilih kau.. 

dulu..aku sering menggunakan kau..

tanpa menyedari apa-apa..aku terus menggunakan kau...

setelah sekian lama kau tidak ku gunakan...

akhirnya aku menyentuh kau kembali..

dan dari situ datangnya kesedaran yang aku rasakan kini..

lalu..aku menyoal diri sendiri...

kenapa kau ku gunakan berulang kali..

kesalahan..ya..kerana ada kesalahan yang aku lakukan...

bukan bermaksud aku nak melenyapkan terus kesalahan tu..

tak juga bermaksud aku nak lupakan kesalahan yang aku lakukan..

apatah lagi nak tutup kesalahan yang aku dah buat...

tetapi aku menggunakan kau untuk betulkan kesilapan yang aku cipta..

dan walaupun aku dah padam kesalahan yang aku buat tu..

still aku takkan lupa..

kerana kau tetap akan meninggalkan kesan tompokan putih pada selembar kertas aku..

di mana aku akan sentiasa ingat bila dan di mana kesalahan aku...

supaya aku berjaga-jaga..

bila aku pandang kesan tompokan putih tu..

aku akan ingatkan diri aku agar tidak mengulangi kesalahan yang sama...

walaupun begitu..

aku mungkin akan menggunakan kau lagi..

bukan untuk membetulkan kesalahan yang sama..

tetapi untuk membetulkan kesalahan yang baru..

ini kerana aku hanya manusia biasa..

kesalahan demi kesalahan akan aku terus lakukan...

dan tidak akan pernah suci dari kesalahan sampai aku mati...

jadi kerana itu..

kau aku perlukan..

supaya kau dapat membantu aku...

mengingati...tidak mengulangi...menyedari....menginsafi diri...

hanya kau..

'liquid'

that something..

Something needs to be found..

that something must be true..

out of no where..

I don't even know too...

For something that can be true..

or it will always be true...

Seeking that something which can be two..

Maybe through the dust and midst it's coming through..

Remains silent..

Slowly appear...

Or can that something be you....

Cuz' it's you to find that something inside you...

and that something is actually you....

what will you think or say if you see......

Talking about senses and perfection..

does these two things relate to each other..???

if a person has all the 5 natural senses of human being..

that doesn't show he or she is already perfect to stand proudly on this Earth..

telling to the whole world that they are the most perfect creatures that has been created by Allah..

whereas..

there are some people who do not perfectly created by Allah..
or in other word they are defective..
but still,,it doesn't give us a ticket to insult or abuse them...

proceed to my main idea here...

what will you think or say if you see...........

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an old wrinkle man wobbled carefully....holding a patched umbrella..

he gave a dim looked towards a food stall..then he walked in and sat on one of the chairs there..
he ordered a cup of hot coffee..he rubbed his palms together..
trying to get some heat maybe..
when the waiter brought the coffee to the old man...
his right hand trembled when he wanted to drink that coffee...
he put it back..gave a slight blew to reduce the hotness..
not lifting up the cup again..he just hunched over the table...
enjoyed a sip of the hot coffee slowly...
but then..he kept staring at his coffee without blinking..

'Maybe that Pak Cik have lost his sense of taste..'
and he should enjoy his time at home during this rainy season..
not at the food stall..sitting alone with a cup of hot coffee..and being wrapped with coldness..



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you are at the mall..walking with your friends when you passed by one of the shops there..
it is a clothing store..
you accidentally gave a glance towards the store..
there...inside...
there was a man standing at a row full of long pants..
he touched all the tracksuits...
his eyelids can not open..they are sticking...
I believe he is a blind man...
behind him,,there's another man..holding his shoulders..
he's blind too...
they asked the salesgirl to tell them the size and colour of the tracksuits..
they just smiled as if they could see the salesgirl..
and their smile is so pure and it really showed me happiness..



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so..what will you think or say if you were in that situations..
looking at the old man and both of the blind men..
does your heart feels anything...??

just take a moment..
think about others...what we have..what they don't have...
how we live..and how they live..
just think..
everybody has be given a brain..a mind...
a brilliant one..!
think and be grateful..
that's all..